Sunday, March 20, 2011
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"What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us."
-- Oliver Wendell Holmes, Jr.
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Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Futuristic
Robert Frost
Escapist-Never
Told myself that its just a game
Tricking the mind to pass the time
Its boring and I don't like it here anyway (is my line)
Life can not be lived from far away
for the further you place your heart from you mind
the more you place your soul in purgatory
A temporary holding place
for those souls lost
between yesterday and tomorrow never to find peace or happiness.
Monday, August 25, 2008
Anchor
not easy, I know
tied so deeply
you don't remember
life or even living without it
Rest your weary spirit
untie the know of lies
and let go of that anchor
because rain is on the way
Thursday, August 21, 2008
The Hill [Part II]
I picked it up, taking a decade to find
in one hand my broken love
and the other hand my broken love
We walked up that hill
unsure of words or truth
and the rain and winds spoke by not speaking
We sat and I saw hope in her soul eyes
and the clouds quietly left us to be
And then God spoke
using his sunny voice
he filled our world with Sunrays, Warmth, and Sunlight
Destiny a moment away
I looked and I saw it
leaping out of her pupils
I stopped breathing and shouted at the same time
'I CHOSE YOU'
In the next ray of sun she shouted
'I LOVE YOU'
but the words seemed silent next to her eyes,
the love in her eyes
Sunlight, Warmth, and Sunlighted
everywhere and everything
My heart beated for the first time
Our love now forged in fire and light
And God joined us
The purness of His love felt deep in our bones
He joined our souls together
and pointed
and turning at the exact same time
A path - a brand new path
never before seen opened up
for our conjoined spirits to walk
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
The Discovery [Part I]
Something wasn't right
Something askew with the tilt of the world
knots, churning,
Questions, hard questions
Like moving a cloud with but a breath
still I asked, and got no response
I felt it coming
winds swirling. Hot and cold
clouds galloping by
Black and white, it screamed to me
the rains started
wind burning my eyes
The storm, no the perfect storm
was gathering
The wind, rain, hot and cold, all colluded
that day. I rushed to her
knowing fully the answer
but asking it anyway
What? I asked
And out is came
The sky opened up and unleashed its havoc
"I did it, under your nose (six months worth)"
What? I asked, water drenching my heart
Why?
Then without seeing, out it came
wind pushing rain sideways
Lightening the only semblence of sight
Thunderclaps ringing like a shot in the back
"I never loved you"
"I never loved you"
The earth split and opened up
tearing rock as if paper
At the bottom of the crack
stood my heart
catching all
funneling the storm
weeping
shaking
vomiting
it could not take any more
and it broke
I picked it up in my cold hand
and threw it a decade away.
Saturday, April 26, 2008
Fear
I see the fear in your eyes
and I know instantly. I know that is begins in your chest very suddenly and very heavily but at the same time only hovering as if the tip of the iceberg is buried in your chest and the rest outside wanting to get in.
It brings tears and a fear. A fear that it will break you into two A fear that it would crush you.
I know the feeling, I know. Just as I stand here Just as I know God gave us a new path I know it will not crush you.
I will be by your side, if it comes I will hold you for days, it if comes I will talk to you and tell you how I won, if it comes I will wrench the iceberg out of your chest and throw it against the wall, if it comes I will splinter it into a hundred pieces, as you know I can, if it comes
I will never allow you to be crushed, never.
So take the thought out of your head, as I am here to fight for you to protect you and to save you.
This I know is true.
